A beginning and an end

The end

This is a story of a boy and a girl
they met, fell in love... the usual.
But this isnt a happily ever after...
It doesn't end with laughter...

He's a killer,
the kind you see in a thriller.
You wouldn't even believe it,
but he ripped her heart out and then ate it!

Maybe he saw the error of his ways...
Maybe he couldn't stand the sun's rays...
But he took that knife,
and went the same way as his late wife...

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So when you come to the end of a road and all your left with is to go backwards or chose a new path, what do you do?

Things ended... Now I chose to move on.




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Her'es to my new year,
here's our new start,
and heres to endless possibilities!


Love
E-bitch

Dreaming

Sitting on the beach,
  his arms around me,
   his breath on my neck,
    the sound of waves crashing.
A truly perfect moment.
 with this man....
A perception changed,
  my eyes opened to a world undiscovered
   my heart completely vulnerable
    and I'm not in control...
It starts to rain
 drops running down our faces as we are about to kiss

And then I wake up...

A new start

I have just started studying at University of Pretoria, as a first year everything is a little overwhelming! It’s a new BIG place, LOTS of people, and classes are different to school…But it is tones of fun.

  I am one of thousands of people, all wanting to get further in life and build a future for themselves. Soooo…. Let me go ‘psychologist’ on myself…. How does this make you feel?

How i feel

Like an ant

Marching onwards,

Doing my own thing
But what am I heading towards?

Like a spy

Doing research

On my future

Why the big search?

Like lost soul

Wondering around

Trying to find myself

Don’t make a sound!

New, new, new!

What? What? What?

All I feel is…

LOST!

Good luck to all, love E-bitch

Pain of loss

Last Friday and old friend of mine passed away. He was 21. A young man, that has barely had time to live, barely had time to experience all the tings he had planned. And I was left standing here wondering why these things have to happen? Why someone so young had to go... So many questions? And no one to answer them.

Living life like each second will be your last is hard. Especially with some idiots that we are forced to live with! But in the end thats the only way to live.

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Time

Time well spent
Time to vent
Time with friends
Then time with the 'rents

Like a ticking bomb
In my mind, where is it coming from?
Like the sands in an hour glass
And a precious vase

Such is the time we have on this earth
And how much is that even worth?
We can’t buy it
Can’t sell it...

Death controls our fate
No matter how much you love or hate
Your end will come...
For all, not just some...

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With love
E-bitch