Breath...

Siblings!

Me and my silly Little sister had yet another fight... I dont usualy blog about it... But here goes!
Ever had someone in your life that just has a way to get under your skin? They do the exact things you hate, just because they know it irritates you!? Ag... Those people suck!

Stupid Buterflies

That butterfly feeling...
Not the normal one....
Those angry mutated buterflies,
With that thurst for revenge.

They consume all rational thoughts...
One thing...
Even the tiniest
sets off an atom bomb in your mind!

then your mouth starts
yelling and cursing...
They react and you keep going
the bomb settles after one thing said too much

And no one is happy.
Those butterflies hide...
Seek shelter
and wait...

Somehow writing a poem calms me... I hope one day I can hire an exterminator for my mutant butterflies

I am A big fan of this saying...

Because, you know what! We are young! You only live once! Who gives a fuck what others think and who cares if its dangerous, wrong or even too good to be true! Just do it! Why not? If you fall and get a few scratches just get up... And either destroy all evidence that you tried, or think of another way to do it better!

Love... E-bitch!

Random....

Hi Again!

GRADE 11 is done! And I am Finaly 18!!!!!!!!!! Wow, time has just gone by so fast! next year is matric and Im so scared! I want to study psycology but my parents dont realy get it! Ag!!! I understand that if I study BA psycology and dont get my Masters degree I wont be able to do much but what am I suposed to do? I want to help people! I want to know how the human brain works! If only they would listen! But hay! I have organised that the guy from the university comes to talk to us so that we can discuss all the posible solutions or a way to meet in the midle! I guess I'll just have to wait and see...

Lets have some fun!!!
my new Poll is about Schizophrenia.. lets see how Smart you guys are!

Regret

Staring at the emptyness of the night
seeing the moon
thinking of you,
longing for your forgiveness

Picturing your broken heart,
knowing I set it alight
feeling the knife in your back
tasting your tears

Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love remains
I know I must have killed it
but my love still remains

My actions cant be explained
maybe It was just that time of the mounth
but one thing I know for sure...
my love never died.

EXAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!

Being a teen is hard! I don't know about the rest of you but I hate exams. Especially now that I have to apply for university! And I only need to go up 2% in every subject but I want to go up at least 5 or more so that I can get a bursery.

Anyway! I need to study so my blogs will not be as frequent as they always are.
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Some more poems...


MEANING

I've got so many questions unanswered
so many things i want to understand

If we were born to die
yet we all die to live

if we must receive to give
and give to receive

if time is real
but slips through our fingers

why are we alive?

SINKING
Why make me walk the plank on a sinking ship
So that i drown or get eaten?
You think your setting me free, but your killing me

I'd rather stay in your arms
go down with this ship
and die a happy women

no regrets..
don't make me walk

Good bye All!

Erotic pie

your embrace with a pie
it tingles my mouth
the lust of an apple pastry
i can feel it down south

pleasure me oh sweetness
make me your apple crumble
make my heart sticky
say words i cannot mumble

oh pie oh pie oh pie
i orgasm at the sound
i need you inside of me
your shape is so round

3,14 is just a math expression
but who needs that bullshit
all i want is your sweet desire
you and i make a perfect fit

is it just me
or is this bakery hot
oh pie thats just you
i couldnt help but eat a lot

even though ive reached my climax
and we're both sweating from heat
pie, i orgasm at the your aroma
oh baby............your such a treat


By:Dark Rain

Ahhh Girls and their pie.... Sorry for that... Just want you all to meet my bitch in crime!

Say hello to my little friend!

She says you all suck balls! And she loves you!
Yes even you with the nose and the misformed hairy body wearing a speedo and a small package!
Yes she loves you guys!

Bye all! Have a wicked night... or day... or whatever!

South Africa

I'm from S.A. and i would really like to say a few things!

• We dont have Elephants, Lions or anything actualy (besides the few morons here and there) running around freely
• We have water that comes from a tap
• And the crime isn't that bad... Well its not much worse than in any other country
• AND WE ARNT ALL BLACK!

So if an Amarican asks: "Why arnt you black?"
I wont fight... Just answer with a simple "Why arnt you fat?"

If a Canadian asks the same question (or anything simmiler)
answer "Why arnt you dumb?"

If a Chinese asks
answer with "Why arnt you short?"

STEREOTYPING IS NOT COOL PEOPLE

Back to South Africa!
(only realy smart people and south africans wil get this part)

-We are the rainbow nation! and no.... That does not mean that we are gay (x,x)

-I love my country! We can Talk about Racism without killing each other (okay maybe not)

-We have an awesom Prez! I mean he is just so cool! He gives criminals second chances and a few million rand... He has a grade 8 certificate. Oh and dont forget the fact that he found the cure for aids!

Okay lets get serious now i dont want to cause shit for myself!

!SOUTH AFRICA IS AWESOME! 

More Poetry

It seems that the poems are becoming popular! This one is from Nenehfer
Let me know what you guys think

Voice

You're a little pebble, I stumble upon.
You're a little pebble, that's what you've become.
And I'll take the shot,
I love you so much,
I send them others with arrogance.


They don't 'feel' you,
I guess, I don't care.
A dream of mine came through,
They only glare.
It's my life,
you're my joy
and you've got great poise.
You're mine,
my dream boy,
and you give me 'voice.


But then life isn't fair.
You leave me and there.
The other girls love you,
Perhaps their dreams too,
have come through..

Tears fall from my eye,
it's time to go home,
and as I 'm alone,
my phone beeps.
Your name on the screen,
my heart leaps.
You wrote...


"My darling, my song..
My love, what's wrong?
Thought you needed my help?
With math and everything else?
But you left.
I was about to give you my notes,
and you just took off, you dope!!


Are you crazy?
Why in the heck did you leave me?
These girls are just loud,
believe me..
Anyway, I forgive you..
Cause I can't stay one minute
mad at you..


And by the way, I hope it's okay.
I reorganized your locker.
But you didn't check it, oh mother!
I crammed it up with my hot pictures,
well, at least as many as your head can endure.
I'll fix it now, the broken lock.
Bye, wish me luck!"


End...

I want to post a few things about South Africa.... But Im stuck on weather I should do it or not. please let me know what you guys think?

I will put a poll up. vote ASAP. its only going to be up for 2 days.

Eyes

So I have been told that I have nice eyes and as I'm sure you all know the saying that the eyes are the window to the soul...So here is a tip for those of you who are as nosy as I am...You can see when a person lies just by looking at their eyes!This is how it works :- Ask someone a question... If they look to the top right corner of their eye its most likely the truth.... If they look down then the chances that their lieing is very high!                                                 
Awesom right? Test it and let me know!                                                        

I'm going to post another poem for you guys, this one doesnt realy mean anything. I watched a movie that inspired me to write it. So here goes....

Am I evil?

I look into your eyes

See the pain,

feed your pain...

'coz if your in pain,

you cant hurt me.

Right?

Am I evil?

I see the tears.

See them running down your face,

wanna hit me again?

Am I evil?

I see the blood,

running down your arms.

I smiled when I cut your hands off

Am I evil?

Maybe I am evil...

But then again,

so are you...

By: Me( duh)

And now one from a reader....

sadness jumps off of

the rooftops of London,
because she has no wings to fly.
She gave them up,
to a heart that she loved
and the last thing he said was goodbye.

By: Jake

Feel free to coment and I will post your poems so just ask!

With love

E-bitch

friend issues

hi Este

My friends dont tret me the way they should,
its almost like I dont "belong" Im just there when they need me for something
and Im scared that if I talk to them about it that they will kick me out.

Please help

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Dear reader

You have to remember that a friendship works two ways. You need to be a friend before you can have one. spend time and talk to them, get to know them and interact. Dont wait for them to get to know you

And if you do but they still dont act like proper friends then I say dump them! There is alwais someone that will take you in. you just need to reach out to them

hope it helps...

poems

A broken heart

A broken heart and torn up letters,
tears and heartach tell her story.
Close that door and never look inside.
She will never be te same.

Time will tell if her wounds will heal,
she cant stay like this forever.
One day, someday...
Any day, just not today...

You cant love if you dont risk it all,
until you slip and fall.
Break your heart,
and get trapled on.

Like a rose that withered,
a heart that shattered.
One day, someday...
Any day, just not today...

Written by: Me

I will post poems of friends and other people too. This was written for my friend who kept getting hurt, she got a new boyfriend who treats her like shit and cheats on her. and she always says that one day she will snap and leave him... Just not today

If there is someone treating you like this, then saying sorry and asking for you back ... Dont do it! Ask a friend what they think and get someone to help you leave! Most of these relationships end in abuse. I know its easer to say than to do but trust me! Its for the best...

On the lighter side...
I am a blond... and I get made fun of all the time! I have blond DAYS not just blonde moments! Soooo... here is  blond joke!
What does Star Trek's dr. Bones McCoy say before he performs brain surgery on a blond?

Space, the final frontier.....